For those of you a-religious, or nominally so, this blog’s content might seem like a world “far, far away, in a distant galaxy.” If not relevant to you, it might at least be entertaining.
In “Part 1” I reminisced about my 5th grade small-time smoking, and of my dad’s respectful manner of handling my “experiments with tobacco.”
In Part-2 I reflect upon the religious culture that, despite my wish at times to extricate myself from, is part-and-parcel of my identity as U.S. citizen and Texas resident.
I note the culture’s entrenched belief in mankind’s sinful nature, an ever-present, yet at times subdued consciousness of an End Time (return of Christ and punishment of the wicked), and a corresponding need to enlist fear and fire as proselytizing motivation when “love” alone fails to change a “sinner’s” heart.
My early developmental years are a narrative of exposure to overt and subliminal Christian messages of “Jesus loves me and the little children of the world, this I know for the Bible tells me so,” and “Amazing grace, that saved a wretch like me, Twas grace that taught my heart to fear.”
Love and Fear, then, were, and continue to be frequently juxtaposed themes. And in my experience, Fear (and Fire) has dominated North American evangelical consciousness, and regrettably has been one of our chief exports to the world.
Regrettable, that is, in terms of how fear and a perceived imminence of the End Time or Last Days has influenced our treatment of people and cultures different – i.e., as a means to an end.
Former Anglican bishop to southeast Africa, John Colenso, corroborated the presence of American religious fear mongers in his Ten Weeks in Natal journal -
“The profession of Christianity had been very much hindered by persons saying that the world will be burnt up—perhaps, very soon—and they will all be destroyed. They [Zulus] are frightened, and would rather not hear about it, if that is the case.”
If you discount Colenso’s journal as a mere snapshot of 19th Century colonial history, then read When Time Shall Be No More, which details Americans’ (clever) obsessive preoccupation and speculation about prophecy and the End Time.
So . . .
Many of us grew up, and continue to live in a social, political and religious culture that has been heavily influenced by a Puritan / Protestant-evangelical tradition.
A culture still analogous in many ways to a much earlier time in history, depicted by a story of an American missionary, Mr. Kirby, to Native Americans -
“Some wicked traders heard the Christian Indians singing a hymn, and they said to them, ‘What do poor creatures like you know about Jesus Christ?’ One of the Indians took up a worm, made a circle of dry moss round it, and set fire to the moss. The worm soon tried to escape, but could not, then the Indian lifted it out to a place of safety, and turning to the gazing traders, said, ‘that is what Jesus has done for me.’”
The Southern United States, in particular, the so-called Bible Belt, still evidences this overt evangelical consciousness.
Visit select Starbucks, particularly in a town such as Waco, Texas, for example, and regularly see people individually reading or in groups discussing the Bible, praying, and as I did on one occasion, see a young child of maybe 10 to 12 years, standing in the order queue, soliciting a middle-age adult behind him with, “Mr, If you died today, do you know where you would go?”
Generally speaking, this culture views human nature as first and foremost sinful, deprived, void of any individual good, alienated from God, and destined for eternal separation from God (hell) unless repentance and atonement is sought after and found. (*See documentaries Virgin Tales and Jesus Camp.)
It seems that humanity is so void of good inclination, so morally deprived, that inciting fear (and shaming) are the singularly effective provocateurs to soliciting confessions of remorse/guilt, thereby paving the way for divine forgiveness.
As a so-called “born again Christian,” myself, I don’t agree with this lopsided view of human nature, since the Bible, in my opinion, speaks equally if not more to humanity’s creation “in the image of God,” and therefore humanity’s immense created potential for good as evidenced in socially transforming, larger-than-life personages.
Yes, this includes Jesus, a carpenter’s son, but also Muhammad, a merchant and trader (we could list any number of religious founders, including Sikhism’s founder Guru Nanak), Nelson Mandela and Mohandas Gandhi, lawyers, and, of course, Martin Luther King, Jr., a clergyman, Rosa Parks, NAACP secretary, Mother Teresa (of course), Anne Frank, and scores of other notable women and men.
Such a negative assessment of human nature also doesn’t substantiate my personal life of faith, which experientially benefited from a decidedly more feminine and maternal metaphor of God (see my blog Two Words); one that depicts an Ultimate Reality’s patience, kind-heartedness, and all-encompassing love, rather than the millennial’s old patriarchal, judicial and capricious view of God.
Despite my unwillingness to embrace, or at least, fixate on mankind’s sinful nature, I do understand the mindset and appeal of evangelical faith (Christianity shares similarities with Islam at this point), particularly given the everywhere evidence of “the evil that men do” against fellow humanity.
What measure of “good” (hope) there is in the gospel message, then, seems overshadowed and contingent upon whether you’re fearfully contrite enough to say “I’m a sinner,” or “my bad” as Adam Sandler humorously expressed his own missteps.
In evangelical culture, it is believed that a “new” (presumably moral) life occurs when you . . .
-Hear somehow (usually through preaching/proselytizing) the gospel message offering forgiveness and a new life . . .
-Feel enough remorse (guilt) about your sinful nature and sinful deeds . . .
-That you acknowledge and confess your wretchedness . . .
-Plus, have faith to believe that Jesus is God’s only Son, who died in order to ransom you from the clutches of the evil one, who, incidentally, is the prime instigator behind all your bad thoughts, actions, and life’s misfortunes . . .
-Because God’s redemption can only be experienced singularly in and through Jesus . . .
-After all, “narrow is the gate” into heaven.
-If heaven’s gate is enlarged to include any different-from-Christian people, say, mere “lovers and doers of truth and goodness” (the many kinds of individuals Jesus, himself, and the Bible commend for their faith and righteousness), then how will Christians know for absolute certain that they, themselves, have met the conditions for heaven?
-Therefore, Christians need ”different” faith and cultural antagonists to mirror what is allegedly “non-biblical” in order to assure them by negation that Christianity is the only and true way . . .
-Furthermore, by obeying and following so-called prescribed and biblically mandated “salvation steps” . . .
-Then, and only then, will a person have assurance that God’s righteous anger has been mitigated, and that eternity is a certainty.
*BTW – any notion of “biblical truth,” incidentally, is a misnomer, because all “truth” is interpretive, reflecting more one’s social, economic, educational, et cetera experience, than so-called objective/absolute truth. Like the apostle Paul, there is truth that is provisional and personal, as in seeing in a mirror dimly, but you cannot legitimately claim it as absolute, although you can in the public faith market place advocate for, demonstrate its authenticity, and make appeals for your understanding of truth perspective.
In Part-3 I’ll attempt explaining how my understanding of “salvation” has changed from a 3rd grade pie-in-the-sky reward to a discovery of a fullness (John 10:10) and freedom in life. Fullness equates to wholeness and it would not be possible without acknowledging and incorporating the many valued perspectives and life experiences of the religious and cultural “different Other” into my own faith knowledge and experience. From a single perspective and tradition (white rug) to a symphony of different perspectives and testimonials, each one, yet collectively, trying to express in language and symbol the ultimate meaning they’ve discovered about the inexplicable realities of life (mosaic colored rug).
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